I am a 47 yr. old wife, mother two a 17 and 18 yr. old, boys, daughter of an alcoholic and I have a lot of issues I am struggling with. I don’t remember a time I haven’t had anxiety and three years ago I had a full blown series of panic attacks. I started seeing a therapist who also concluded I am in a full blown midlife crisis. I don’t know who I am and at this point I don’t even care. Some days living seems pointless. I am trying to remedy that and my goal in 2009 is to progress towards joy and discover somewhat what in hell my purpose is.
What you will find here is my struggle with my spirit, religion, family, husband, animals, art, crafts, weight and total chaos that I live in.
I am one of those who has a good life if I could just get the damn blinders off and do something.
