Sometimes

I really wonder how things that seem so different are so similar.  I went to the DVD reviewing and channeling session last night.  The DVD was “The secret behind the Secret” which of course just confirmed what I already knew…that the Secret is the kool aide of the Law of Attraction to lure those who [...]

Miracles

Yesterday I recieved two miracles in the mail.  Small yes but big for my heart. First one was that someone kindly enrolled me in the Marian Helpers.  It doesn’t say who, just that someone who loves me did.  Now, I know this isn’t family because either they think it is all bunk or don’t know [...]

Escape

Yesterday I had this strong need to get out of here.  Sometimes I just need to go drive and get distracted.  My Mom’s upcoming surgery, the dead foal, unanswered letters to penpals, unmade phone calls, guilt of this and that and the other thing.  It gets to be too much sometimes. So once my car [...]

Another Day

In another day or two I can go bury my filly.  Flicka seems to have settled into the foal not being right although when I go out there she lets out this soft high pitched whinny I’ve never heard before.  It breaks my heart.  She is a good mama horse and after last year being [...]

I Told Myself

I told myself this year would be different.  I wouldn’t stress about the foal.  I woudn’t stay up all night worrying making myself crazy.  So I did pretty good, only really having a problem Mon. night because I had to work Tues. (yesterday) and if the foal couldn’t nurse then what?  We have 12 hours [...]

Gemini

That is Whinny’s real name.  It was easier to call her Whinny, LOL.  Gemini just does not roll  off the tongue.  I better start calling her that in my head though.  I called her and we had an interesting chat.  She can take Wed. and Mon. off so that will work.  I will find us [...]

Tossed it Out

Ok, I just emailed Whinny to let her know of the flight idea.  So now it is just a matter of time.  I put a good argument up for it along with offering to fork out for the rental car if she’d go along with it.  If not, that will seal the deal, I will [...]

Emotional Rollercoaster

Well, not really. Turns out Breyerfest may be on again. The kid that originally invited me has decided not to go with the other woman as that woman insists on bringing her two dogs, a Great Pyrness (giant dog) and a terrier.  She thinks she can leave them in the van while she’s at the [...]

Humor and God

I swear some people just do not have a funny bone in their body. I joined a Catholic social network and in that an art group.  I then friended a radio program host from Relevant Radio which was instrumental in bringing me back to the church.  He friended me back but the next day he [...]

Gossip

Turns out Psycho and the boy are common knowledge as I discovered on facebook this morning.  Oh well, can’t say I was out spreading rumors to them.  K trained psycho today and said it was a very long day, wished I was her sub.  Well, sorry I am not and even if given a choice [...]